i'm really struggling with losing the weight i gained while pregnant with sailor.
having easton, the weight truly just melted off. yes, i had a bit more
time to hike more often. but other than that- things are pretty much the
same. except they're not.
i've been eating better,
watching my calories, and working out regularly. i've been so
discouraged and overwhelmed with the combination of going back to work
(part time), sending sailor and easton to day care while i work,
personal commitments, social commitments, keeping up my home, cooking,
and being a wife- that i just sort of broke down this week. slowly,
slowly i have diverted from the eating and working out that i was
getting so good at. it started with filet mignon last week, only working
out twice this week, and moved on to a full blown
today is a new day. but i
feel heavier. i feel really sad. i focus far too much on my weight- i
know this. but i want so badly to feel good about my size. whaaa whaaa
today is a new day. back to the grind.